I am absolutely aching to do something. Aching.
But every part of me that is working so hard on achieving more self control is telling me NO!! Don't do it!
Trying so hard to listen. Trying to find other ways to channel this energy. Trying to not give in to this almost overwhelming desire to give in. Ugh.
Thank goodness for my appointment tomorrow.
Letters to a Beleaguered SCMC Member
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